teena to the max

okay everyone i have a new lj now
so add it up if you still wanna be friends and read all my shit


http://www.livejournal.com/users/combat_babey/
thats my new one!

so add it!

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i go back to london soon
and i'm not ready to go back yet
having way too much fun
i still have a bunch of people i need to see before i go
but there isnt enough time in the day to do so

ah god i'm gonna kill kelly next time i see her cause all i can hear is her singing
beat of my heart by hiliary duff,...jesus....

this hass been the best xmas break ever
i swear
i have amazing friends here in lasalle their all awesome
even when their drunk and being retarded sometimes and wake up taylors parents
but hey its all for a good time yes?

i hope to have more nights like these
and alyssa and taylor we're talkig bout hanging out at the beach all summer
i'd fucking love that!!!
1) i love the beach
2) it'd be so much fun
3) its the fucking beach com'on!!!
so i'm gonnna be here this summer working my ass off and getting tanned at the beach
YEAHHHH!!

alyssa dresser = my hero
i got some awesome pictures with here and shelby
us three are gona hang out and eat tofu and get drunk
that could be bad but very fun at the some time


camo is taking over my body whatttttttttttttt!!

night
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p.s hang out with ms reannon p tomorrow FUCK YEAH<3
gonna go return some clothes!

hey everyone!!
have an amazing christmas!!!!
i hope it turns our super swell for yas!!!!!!
yeah i said swelll i watched pleasantville today=)
but yeah
MERRY CHRISTMAS

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love you all


p.s rob if you see this we miss you<3 merry christmas my dear friend

cats like to play with the mouse on the computer screen
try it
its fun sometimes when your not angry
hahah
i neeed better skinnnn
done

ive been home for like 5 days now!
its been great
i have amazing friends who i love like crazy!!
i'm happy to see them all!
and hope to see them much much more
we always have good hang outs
last night was awesome with everyone
and i suck at playing "guess"
im not very good at acting i supose
oh well
i love it because my friend acted out as a "radio hoe" pretty damn goood
even tho she had no clue what the fuck it was!!
it was a good time!
ive also gotten to watch tv which is better than watching the max repeat factor of movies that i have
and that interest me.

i need to finish xmas shopping tomorrow!!
it has to be done tomorrow!!
i was hoping to go today with my lovely katie cooper

but whatever i'm gonna get off this and talk with my moms!!
byee<3

i come home tomorrow bitcchhhhesss!!!!
i cant waittttt!!!
i missss you alll sooooo muuuuuchhhh!!!!!
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ive noticed one less a converation that i have
that i use to have everyday
but i realize once another conversation that begins over and over again
i realize who your really talking instead of me
i am a placement it seems for your empty space where that someone use to sit
its sad to say that you no longer talk to be because of her?
and now i come to find that your moving away from your home for i girl i supose
what makes it worse that is that out of everyone who was there when that girl hurt you
who was there for you....?
i would of thought out of anyone i would be one of the firsts to know
obviously not... i had to piece together the pieces from a livejournal post and a reply from your love
and then i asked someone and got "yeah......maybe"

so what to do?
im not angry but more sad
because someone who i have considered a good friend, a best friend for the past two years
seems to of suddenly shut me out of his life?

no more conversation....is this your doing or the request of someone else....?

on another note i found what im getting taylor for xmas and someting for my mum that shes going to love
i still gotta find something for my dad and when i get back to windsor my mum is taking me to get something for my sister, so some mommy time will be nice

i cant wait to get these exams over with
as of right now i should be studying but im not because i dont have the will power to do so anymore
it just sucks and i dont feel like doing it anymore
reannon, dan and dara are lucky to not have any exams
i would kill for projects instead of exams any day!

a big day is coming up for me and lisa
i just hope it goes as we planned

enough bitching from me

ugh fuckig hell
im sick of studying
my head hurts like hell
like i honestly feel like stabbing it with a butchers knife!@!!
like i dont know how im gonna beable to remmeber everything for my exams on wednesday
just cause i dont wan to mix them up
their with the same teacher so i know im gonna put something into the talk from intro notes

i made some new pictures and put them on myspace
their pretty cool i think
just cause the one picture happened by accident
so its exciting i guess
it was the highlight of my day

i was pretty pissed off i was suppose to go watch degrassi with travis and justin
but couldnt because i got this huge headache that stayed for two hours
then i slept and it decided to come back now
wonderful as brian nuttall would say

fuck this i'm finsihing my study notes tomorrow
i'm going to bed

i hate studying it makes me want to kill myself
i'm excited for my life next year

i havent done the new years resolution in forever
so i decided for my new years resolution
this year i'm gonna do it
and what i'm gonna do is eat healthy
all day everyday
i'll eat one thing a day that isnt healthy
hopefully i wont actually eat the one junk food thing a day
only sometimes

i want to be more healthy
i dont want to feel like shit all the time
i've already started drinking more water and v8 juice juices
in which i love
i think everyone should drink them!
i'd also like to start drinking more tea and different types of tea

and if anyone (who is in london)wants to do yoga
lemme know! and we'll find classes
because ii would love to do yoga like once a week
or every other week
i just think it would be cool

geez listen to me!
health conscience much?!
whatever i just dont want to feel like i have been
and its been a shit feeling, not even like i'm sick or anything
i just would rather feel better

okay thats it for me
not much else to say and if i do i'll addd it on most likely

goodnight<3

i'm listening to metric
and i realy feel like dancing reallybad!!!!
i should be studying but instead i might just dance around my room!!


i need new pictures
i took some but i dont really like them... meh

I'M GOING HOME IN 5 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL THERE!!!
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my gramma called me tonight
had a short but nice conversation
she told me that she was always thinking of me and loves me
 it made me smile
i think that just made my night right there

i'm about to kiill lisas sister
shes been a real bitch to her lately and started hitting her tonight
 i was like wtf isnt she 20 years old but shes acting like a fucking 4 year old

so i have two dates of shows that metric will be playing
feb 26th at centinnel hall here
and then april 15th at st andrews in detroit
i'm going to both i dont even care
i've been dying for a show that i could get really excited for
and i think this is it.... well i hope so

watched x-men 3 trailers last night
and holy shit i wanna die
thats how bad i wanna see it right now!!!
this very second.....
it comes out in may, its only december its too fucking far away

  i miss my kittens

mega bored right now
i was an hour late for announcing today because my alarm didnt go off
my feet are still freezing some outside and ive been inside for about 2 hours now

jenny email jimbo an air check for him
cause you didnt do one last week
for some reason he decided to do some today i guess
so email him an air check

going home next week
i'm exciting to be going home
i have so many plans with friends who i havent seen in so long
me alyssa and shelby are getting together
me lisa and my boss linda are getting together for a pizza and cooking baking day
and then also random hang outs i hope with my awesome friends
who i miss sooooooooo much
you have no idea!!!

wtf scarlett johansen got her septum pierced!
i'd still like to get mine done but before i get that done i'll get my lip pierced

more info.. CBGB's officially closing Halloween 06

and i guess kelly osbourne got dumped... thats sad..

man i feel like i'm on air right now but i'm not!!!!!!!!! lol

okay enough for me!!

so i got 68% on my exam
sadly enough thats better than what i thought i was going to get
i totally thought i failed just because i kept getting mixed up in questions
now i only hope that i can pass my other exams.
marketing i'm totally fucked for i think

i saw kristie today a friend of mine from a past relationship
we talked about the goo old days
and when her boyfriend had a terrible mushroom cut mullet type thing
it was pretty bad but hes a cool guy
found out brandon their friend is living in toronto and is going out with jill still.
which is sweet cause he always wanted a girlfriend...
so i'm glad hes with someone he likes and they've been together for a long time now.
kristie told me to call her
so i think i will one day maybe...
things chnage people chnage
but i guess i'm still her favorite???

my mouth has been hurting a little.
one of the spots where my tooth was hurts
and then the tooth before it thats still there hurts??
whatever it sucks but i guess it'll go away soon
the only good thing is that i can eat again!!! *thumbs up*

well thats all for now i suppose

ugh i dont know what to do anymore

ugh alright so radio intro exam tomorrow
and i think i'm gonna fail it, which will suck
ive been studying for three hours now and i'm almost dead!!

for awhile everything was sitting n but now that ive starting to go onto hour 4
its not sticking so well. soo yeah i'm taking a break and eating some honey teddy grahams
and listening to jamie and joey on air right now.

and did you know that if you sit there and stick on teddy grahams like just int my mouth
that they get really soft
not likt sloggy or anything just i dont know the mostiure thats it gets sucked out!
i dont know if i would like to call it "moisture"
i just know that i'm eating teddy grahams like that right now.


pictures will be up soon from the xmas party
i'll maybe MAYBE do them tomorrow depends on how great i feel after doing this exam
so kayla and jenny they will be up dont worry!
just might take a little while.

alright this break cant go on forever so i must be off!
have a good night everyone
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HERE TO RECAP

FUCKING CHRISTMAS PASRTY WASSSSS AWESOMMEEE
AND MY CAB DRIVER TOLD ME THAT HE SAW ME DANCING EARLIER
WHICH WAS CREEPY

JENNY I HOPE YOUR CAB CAME RIGHT AFTER MINE!!!
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woooooootttt
christmas party with thee wonderful classmates!!!
i'm excited!
i'm at kaylas right now waiting others to show up
its going to be a good funnnn!!!!!!
kaylas all dressed up cute!!!
and yay ive got my new camo shirt on =)
i love new clothing

alright i dont really know what else to put so i'll leave it at that
and then i'll repost later on of how much fun it was

and then there will be pictures on my msn myspace most likely

have a good night everyone
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p.s my boyfriend is effin cool =)
minus the fact that he goes to the gym... sorry=/

ugh i hate dryed out lips
when the skin is peeling off and cracking
just not attractive on me i find
since my lips are huge!!!!
and stick out more than the rest of my face!
they start getting all chapped again yesterday
and i was like wtffff!!!! "YOU WERE MOISTURIZATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1"
butttt noooooooooooooo not anymore
so my lips are alll crackled up and look like shit

my face is slowly going down
ive got some bruises
which makes me look tuff....haha not
still to lazy to do my makeup lol
one of my stitches came out yesterday
nothing happened it just came out
so ii said okay.

still trying to count down the days till i can eat normally again
and real pure food!!!
not this mushed up crap they like to call food
i never really liked jello too much in the first place
only if there was alcohol in it
so my not so love for jello has about ended.....

things to do today:
-pay school tuition
-clean up room a bit
-see if josh and i are hanging out?
-trim my hair maybe to make it grow faster
ummm and whats that last oneee....

-oh yeah school!

cya later
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